update...blah

Just saw Dr Dell. Maybe we can go home tomorrow w an antibiotic via his port. ANC is still ridiculously low and not climbing yet. He reminded me that it could take a while.
The virus we are dealing with whatever it was, crushed them neutrophils. Now we still have to worry, as always that there isn't something bacterial hiding somewhere. All about precaution and making sure he has some sort of protection or armor to leave here with.
We shall see what tomorrow holds.

Things are fine at home though. Daddy commented today that by last night they finally had a routine down pat. MamaC has been great and stays until C gets home and then rushes off to work the store. She insists on helping and wouldn't want it any other way. But I can't help but worry about her. That woman! She gives and gives for her son and boys. luv her
And we have amazing people taking T to school and bringing him home, toting him to afterschool activities and offering up anything we may need. But really we are doing well. Just hard being apart that's all.

I miss the little things. Ironically the same things I b%&# and complained about, weighing me so heavy into tears most of the past weekend before our admission. Yelling at Caden to get off the furniture with his acrobatics. The way he flutters his eyelashes like a girl. Today T had a field trip and I wasnt there to remind him to stay with his group. Then I received a call that he ran/walked into a wall after lunch and has a cut and bump on his head. Hated hearing that from far away. Hes fine but still.

And then to think that as soon as we do get home I am faced with the overflow of laundry and mommy-needs all around the home. I don't miss it but it will need my attention. But I will most likely be putting that crap off in order to take advantage of long overdue family time. G and I havent seen any of them since Sunday. Charito has a cold and bc of the practically non-existing ANC count he has not been able to visit. For the same reasons I have avoided visitors altogether. It is best for G.

So we wait...some more.